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Another Salvia Story and the Tall Man

Sorry for no posts lately as I've been moving and settling in. Anyways, on with it! I wanted to give some props to Micah Hanks over at the Gralien Report for taking a moment back around Halloween to convey my salvia trip report on his show in regards to the entity known as "Hat Man", aka the being which I had called the "Tall Man". It was a strange encounter indeed, the first and only time in all my psychedelic journeys that I felt I had direct interaction with something manifested and intelligent. While I had no fear of the Tall Man, he possessed qualities of a discernible dark nature - a blackish form, featureless face, and a psychic personality of the trickster archetype, that, upon contemplation, seems to be what I had faced. He was welcoming, yet without warmth. He was obliging to my exploration without being overbearing. He played his hand well and complimented his presence with a level of disassociation. A couple weeks later from that experience I

Chemtrail Gallery Vol. 1


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Chemtrails and Carbon Nanotubes?

Might there be a link between chemtrails and carbon nanotubes? Reference news article about nanotubes available at New Scientist . Please read the above article first! Okay, I found this article interesting and while it does not mention chemtrails at all it seems there are some unanswered questions about these "found" nanotubes. Let's take this piece by piece. "Carbon nanotubes have turned up in the lungs of children living in Paris – the first time they have been detected in humans." My first question here is have they ever tried detecting them in humans in the past? It seems this is presented as an accidental discovery. Scientists have studied them by injecting them into mice with seemingly negative side-effects. "James Bonner at North Carolina State University in Raleigh says the detection of nanotubes should be treated with caution, as other studies of air pollution over the years have failed to find them. “In my opinion, there is a

Start a revolution - from within

The past few months have been a time of serious transition for my family and me. We stand on the verge of following dreams that we've carefully thought over and have endlessly imagined. In the midst of all this I decided to launch a blog, upon which I have hopes of building something meaningful - a platform to disperse opinions, ideas, research, etc. I can easily talk the talk of our underground community in all matters of conspiracy subjects, ufo and paranormal research, psychedelics, and every aspect and theory one can throw under that umbrella. One particular subject, though, has weighed on me with some level of guilt, or rather, has me personally distraught. I feel a sense of responsibility to myself, my family, and to anyone who might visit my corner of the internet. What I'm talking about is our food and water, without which I wouldn't be talking at all. I have long been aware of the blatant manipulation of these vital resources by a number of institutions and co

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Chemtrail Gallery

I've just added a new page for people to check out the numerous chemtrail photos I've taken in Wisconsin. I'll be adding more as they happen in order to try and document this phenomena. Activity seems to have picked up in the last couple months and we need more people to become aware of this problem. Whether you think chemtrails are part of a population control agenda or merely a preservation and conservation issue with our beautiful skies - the fact remains that this needs to be addressed by our representatives in government and those involved in mainstream media. I have more to say on this subject but for now I'll let the pictures speak for themselves. Click the Chemtrail Gallery page to the left or click HERE .

Chemtrails will be the death of us

Greeted by chemicals I woke up at around 8:30 this morning, fed my three dogs, and took them out back to do their business. First thing I see is a big fat chemtrail. I can't even have one moment to enjoy the beautiful early autumn Wisconsin weather without these bastards trying to kill us with aluminum dioxide and who knows what else. I took a moment to look around the rest of the sky and GODDAMN they were busy. These were not "jets" or "airplanes". These were drones . There was no roaring sound typical of jets, in fact they were completely silent. In the ten minutes I was outside I counted at least six of these aircraft.  One little... Two little... Three little UAVs... In the photos above, the drones are flying next to and through the massive chemtrails left by the previous perpetrators. In the top pic you can get an idea of the scale that these chemical clouds disperse into. Given a half hour or so, the chemtrails become indistinguisha

Washington D.C. Trip

I recently traveled to Washington DC with my family to visit some friends for an end-of-summer mini vacation. While I couldn't explore the fringe here as much as I would have liked, I definitely scratched that itch. This was my second trip here within three years, although this time our visit to see the White House was impeded by barricades. Strangely enough, when we approached from the backside, a guard opened the barricade and let us through. We were the only people that got to walk along the sidewalk while everyone else was across the street. After we took a few photos, the guard came running and told us he just got the call to get us out of there. Away we went to see some more monuments and spent the rest of the day doing some general sightseeing. An old well I almost fell into. Stone foundation frame of some ancient building. I did some research online about the Mount Vernon area where we were staying and dug up the story of the Mt. Vernon Monster.

Support Grimerica in September

For the month of September all paid digital downloads of my band Sleestak will directly benefit the Grimerica Show. Grimerica is one of my favorite podcasts and they recently let me start publishing my blog posts over on their website so I'd like to help them out a little more.  Here's how it works:  1. Go to 2. Hang out and dig some tunes.  3. If you like any of the music, click Buy Now under the digital album option.  4. You can enter any amount from $0.00 to one million dollars!   5. Your PayPal donation goes directly to Grimerica and you'll get an email to download the whole album in the format of your choice! You can also add several albums for one price if you'd like.  And now you'll have some great (hopefully!) tunes for the soundtrack of your next psychedelic excursion. 

Waking Up Part 2

We are born. We grow, as children, aligning with the patterns and frequencies of systems created before our birth. They become ingrained within us and manifest themselves as second nature. From the seemingly most mundane systems, such as the intervals of stop lights at an intersection or the single-file, linear processing of items at the check-out lane in a grocery store, all the way up the fractal ladder to the complex give and take of buying and selling in the world's economic market or the intricate web of scheduled airline flights. Without prejudice, we have adopted all these things and in turn are granted the notion of pseudo-freedom: the ability to freely make choices within a set parameter, within the boundaries of accepted rules. The game is set up in a way that one is forced to follow. One has no choice in this. Even within the mind, we have been conditioned and confined through psychological warfare tactics such as advertisements and commercials, the subtle cues of cult

Altrusian Grace 2.0 is now on Grimerica!

Thank you Graham and Darren for the opportunity to publish my posts over at ! I’m totally honored to be part of the blog family there. Grimerica has long been at the top of my podcast list because of their laid back interview style and the topics they cover. I highly recommend you take a listen, subscribe to their mailing list, and help them out if you can by donating to the show. Also, for every Altrusian Grace tshirt that is ordered I will donate $2 from that sale to Grimerica.


I really hope you like the blog so far! If so please consider pre-ordering an Altrusian Grace tshirt to help me out a bit! It was designed by me with some of my original artwork. You can order one through Paypal on the STORE page! Thank you for visiting!

Salvia Divinorum

DISCLAIMER: Each individual human being has a body, mind, soul, and consciousness. These are the sovereign properties of the individual and thus we have the inherent right to choose the paths, substances, practices, beliefs, etc. we deem fit in order for us to either better ourselves as human beings, learn about our personal identity, or learn about the world in which we exist. The information provided in the following article is only to convey my own personal experience, the path I chose to walk, and how it relates only to myself. It is up to the individual to make their own responsible and informed decisions and I hold no claim to the actions or outcomes of anyone else's modus operandi. Learn about Salvia Divinorum at Summer, 2003. I began my affair with salvia in early summer, researching online, discovering it was legal, and trying to decide from where to purchase it from. The majority of info I came across compared it to is now live

I am pleased to announce that is now live! Use it to get to your new favorite blog... I also wanted to let everyone know that coming within the next week I am hoping to have two more extensive new blog posts. One will be about salvia divinorum and I'll also have another post about what it means to be AWAKE. 

More Drones....

Yes, for sure my wife and son both saw two plane-style drones today flying at about bird flight elevation. Wtf? (Edit: the second drone, I found out, was more teardrop shaped and the wires and mechanics of it were visible to an extent. )


After work and sitting on the porch, my wife tells me she thinks she saw a drone earlier this afternoon traveling northeast. Just then I spot what looks like a white jet flying east however, no contrails. It disappeared into a cloud. I waited and it never came out the other side. Within five minutes, to my surprise another approached from the south going north. It looked to be at the same altitude and had the same appearance. Again, no contrails and it made its way into a puff of clouds.  According to its trajectory, I should have seen it come out the other side. It did not. It was almost as if it entered the cloud and then remained within. Both of these looked and acted the same as the one my wife saw. I'm no expert on drones but I know a jet when I see one and I know the normal contrails that are supposed to follow. No contrails from any of these whatsoever but I don't know if those bigger UAVs emit them at all. Maybe someone can fill me in. I look at the sky much more than t

The AG audio blog

I wanted to mention here quick that I'm also doing an audio blog as a companion to the written one. Some articles won't cross over so you might not hear something you read and vice versa.  Please check it out at . It's free to stream and download. I know I'm just starting out here, but if you like it so far and want to help keep me going at it, please consider supporting Altrusian Grace either through the audio blog or visit the SHOP page and pre-order an AG tshirt designed by yours truly.  Thanks everyone!

Rh negative (RH-) blood type - new theory, new questions

Recently, we've "rediscovered" my wife's Rh negative blood type. We had known about her blood type due to issues when the kids were born but actually never knew all the theories about the blood. It was just one of those things you never think about or never realized had any real significance except during pregnancy. There are other things happening around us presently related to the Rh- but I'm keeping quiet about that stuff - at least for now. Conversations, however, have been bubbling up about different aspects of this subject and yesterday it crossed my mind that it could be tied in with another phenomenon that is of great interest to me and many others: the Missing 411 cases. After sending an email to the CanAm website folks and the Missing 411 website, I scoured the internet to see if anyone had thought of this possible relation and came up empty handed. I know that many Rh- people are targeted individuals, sometimes from birth, and often are victims

Hell Is Other Podcasts appearance

I recently did a guest appearance on the Hell Is Other Podcasts show where we casually discussed multiple topics of interest including sasquatch, UFOs, lucid dreaming, a little bit of Sleestak stuff and much more. Grab a drink and enjoy the show! <a href="">Hell is Other Podcasts by HOPcasts</a>

Waking up

Waking up is an ongoing process. It may seem to some that it's like a coin, two sides, the sleeping sheep and the awakened informed human. This is not the case. I will argue that those who adopt this mindset are in fact just trading one prison for another. Waking up is, or should be, like a continuous ascension into an ever expanding wave of learning and growth. Or, one could look at it as the never ending rabbit hole, awareness growing the further down one goes. What good does it do to just accept or have realization of a conspiracy or suppressed knowledge and then stop, claiming to know the truth? I can't even begin to explain the cycles of awakening I've gone through.  Now, I'm not saying to believe everything you see on on YouTube or jump on the bandwagon of every new conspiracy theory that rears its jaded head. Instead let's embrace each of these things as a tool to use for ourselves, a springboard perhaps that can help us dislodge our paradigms, become more op

Good morning, chemtrails!

So, I'm out on the porch this morning with my wife, some coffee and a few smokes. It didn't take but a moment to observe some strange chemtrail activity happening directly to the east. The first account was of a hight, thick plume appearing to shoot straight up. Within 5 minutes this dispersed into an unassuming small cloud formation that joined other clouds. The second observation was immediately after of a previously emitted chemtrail already dispersed, this one being a thick swath alongside which was a thin one running parallel. These were all spreading into what looked like regular clouds, though this second one must have been at extremely high altitude because we saw a high flying passenger jet and it crossed in front of the formation. About a couple minutes after this, we noticed another aircraft releasing its payload. This one I tried to video but only got 2 seconds of it as I didn't have enough phone memory. I did however finally decide to snap a couple pho